i reckon there’ll be a second part to this mixed emotions post like tomorrow night or sth lol. well so anw, the AAEF is in two days’ time! ok, so strictly speaking, one day and a few hours.. hai. im a little .. anxious tt it comes quicker, yet i dont want it here so fast cos i really enjoy working with the ppl im working with 
and .. i kind of am hoping that it will be a smashing success.. actually i do want it to be a smashing success lol like who doesnt!??! but .. i have my concerns and doubts ..
all this excitement tts building up .. w00ts. it’s finally coming.. finally here! 
*excited**apprehensive*
