神 = 神经病？

i really think tt im quite 神 (a.k.a. 神经病）u noe? lol. cos its blardie holiday, and i can still switch off the tv aft like 2hrs and go read stuffs like “Early Civilisations of China” or stuffs like “傅雷家书” or some other “educational” stuff. omg. idk. i just cant sit on my ass all day doing [...]

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perfectionism

maybe sometimes i just want to be the perfect whoever.. the perfect girlfriend, the perfect daughter, the perfect student, the perfect friend, the perfect sister.. the perfect slacker even. idk. cant seem to get rid of tt perfectionist streak in me tt doesnt allow for any less-than-average. i mean, if i noe i really cant make it then i [...]

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on getting pissed off by ignorant ppl

was jz reading emms’ blog.. (cant help feeling if tt sort of friends refer to me lol) since yes, i do lots of things tt ppl (inc. myself) sometimes cant understand. bt, we have all gone through different paths in life. im here for my own reasons and everyone’s where they are for their own [...]

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finally!

it’s finally my last paper. i mean, the END of  my last paper. W00TS!!! haha. yes. but somehow i dont feel any relief in stress. does tt mean i wasnt stressed before? OMG. tts just damned sad case ok? things i did this sem:
1) slack,2) slack,3) slack.
ok. tts my final verdict. i have officially wasted [...]

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im thankful

im thankful for the ppl who love me. and show it. and prove it by action. and let me feel it. all my friends n family n everyone around me. haiz. seriously, ive nvr felt more loved in my life than now. thanks guys~!! =D i long to go back to my carefree self. bt [...]

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one last paper!!!

i totally cannot believe that i only have one last paper left!! YIPPEESS!!!!! oh and gd luck for me for all my prev papers cos i really think i screwed them up LOL. hehx. yes my killer papers will be over soon! one more week one more week! i get high juz thinking about that [...]

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‘elps!!!

‘elps!!!!!! im losing concentration again. ok n i jz woke up frm my aft nap without studying for tml’s killer cch paper. ok i am so dead. think id be running a fever cos my temp’s alr >37! weets.. so high. urgh. i feel horrible now. scratchy throat, wooden brain n head. *sniffles* lol. need to get cat food for qianqian too. haiz. will go down to cold storage later.
babes, are we [...]

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screwed

seriously, I AM SO SCREWED UP FOR THIS EXAMS.
have just reached home from mum n dad’s society exhibition oh boy. n tml will be burnt there too. AND mon tues wed are KILLER PAPERS. (which i havent studied for). wish me luck peeps.rmb: plywood coffin will do.

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dear friends

dear friends,
thanks for all the love these days. thanks for not over-asking. thanks for respecting me n my choice to remain silent (quite silent, that is). 
sorry to xueyi who had to listen to all my ramblings and complaints and maybe u were freaked out??im sorry to the people ive caused so much worry and troubles.. [...]

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caught

im caught at crossroads. again.
i nvr imagined tt there would be a person who’d be willing to change his whole lifestyle (for 2decades) for me. just cos i said so.
can we walk thru it all?
today was my first paper. it was seriously shit. 3 questions, i didnt manage to complete any single one. shit shit [...]

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