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busy days. -.-” and anyways, realised i haven been blogging for a REALLY long time lol. probably cos everytime im online im trying to do some work. tts just no life. anyhows, was on 184 going home from clementi today and the uncle who was sitting behind us was SNORING. ok? ultimate!!! really snoring. he was really sleeping VERY soundly. ok. nxt week is eLearning week. so, presumably, i don haf ta be in school. BUT may have to go back to discuss groupwork n stuffs. tt is super duper sad case. and i got loads of work to a) catch up on b) to finish c) to try to finish. -.-”" for example, ive got my

1) AAC201 – check out like 2 pages of etymology or stuffs n rewrite in 小篆 or something to that effect
2) AAC202 – read this article or sth n do sth about it im not sure wat but i hafta do sth . lol.
3) AAC203 – i am really sure i gotta do sth but i just cant rmb what
4) AAC204 – chew hasnt really said much abt the things we’re supposed to do.. or has he… ??
5) AAJ201 – oh boy. must 预习腾阁王序 which is about 2 pages of 古文 and i do rmb i hafta do sth else as well…… some readings or reflection or essay qn??? not very sure. -.-” i am SO DEAD.
6) AED201 – need to discuss grpwork.

oh and i still hafta look thru all the previous lects n tuts for the mods (esp. chew’s) cos i almost totally catch no ball . i mean.. wow! now i know im in deep trouble. today’s end of week 4 of school!!!!! stressing! sigh.

wth is wrong with LNkhong??? she got some freakin’ problem in her head is it? walaoeh.. whack her lah! always make things so difficult for people. whats her freakin’ problem????? anyways i need to bia my work now. NOW.

havent got anything much to blog except the fact tt emms is really starting to STRESS ME OUT! -.-”

im tired. not physically. but mentally. so tired. i have tried to be patient, understanding, as good as i can be. but im just so tired. can there be no one in the world who takes things for granted? i sure as hell work my butt off to try to make things work. so how come i feel like im the only one doing tt? i feel like im being dragged down by a heavy heavy burden. n i want it to stop. and i feel guiltly for wanting it to stop. cos its no one’s fault but one person who got so easily swayed. its not just Louie who’s giving me the problems. its what accompanies Louie. all the problems behind Louie’s problems. -feel like im sinking in quick sand-

[edits]and enough about emo. i know that ill always feel better aft a few hours. bigger problem, maybe about 3-4 hrs, smaller problem, about 3-4 hrs .. lol. nah. big problems, a really good night’s sleep will prolly do the trick. and anyways i was gonna say sth n i forgot wat so im just going to talk crap now.

im really glad to haf friends around me. boyfriend is not equal friend. friends are must haves. even wen haf bf. i love my friends tho i don usually show it. tt, im very guilty. *listening to golliwog’s walk lol i rmb wen i played it last time hurhurhurhurhur* thanks emms for listening to all tt i said

oh yes. i was going to make a comment. comment: my mom always commented tt i take ppl’s probz to heart a lot . the more i care about the person, the more i take their problems to heart. n often enough, their problems become my problems. and i start worrying about their problem maybe even more than they usually do. i wonder if my mom was right. cos it really does start to seem to be that way. is that why im feeling so lousy? cos i feel like i oughta do sth n wat im doing doesnt seem to help? do i care so much about the person tt i feel guilty tt sometimes im not strong enough to hold up wen ive got problems? do i care too much??

i have decided to start mugging lol. cos there is so much to study!!! with 5 examinable modules at the end of the year, i think id better get in the mood for study soon. cos just for chew’s lessons alone, i have absolutely NO IDEA WHAT HE’S TALKING ABOUT. so yes. maybe i should change my nick from .:slackerro:. to .:MUGGEROO:. yea i think i ought to do that.

and anyways, my cat went on a hunger strike a few days ago lol. and guess what she did? bring a dead rat into my bro’s room and it stank and the smell still hasn’t gone away HAHA. luckily i dont allow my cat to come into my room at all. who’s worst off? my maid. she has to clean up the mess cos my bro couldn’t figure out where the smell (STENCH) was coming from n he has to go work so in the end my maid had to clean up the mess. yeah n IT STILL STINKS!!!!! luckily not my room arh!!!! *i’m such an evil sister* heheh.

i have “completed” my aed. seriously, its not that i couldnt care less but i really don know what to write already!!!! *stabs muhself* and anyways, im crossing my fingers and hoping that he doesnt go and count the words or something lah cos i exceeded the word limit by so much! lol. anyways no matter lah. ive got a scratchy throat.

sth good happened to muh friend at the stroke of midnight!!! lol.. hahahha… so happy for her!!!! congrats cher~!!!! -muahs- hehx… =D

have been sick for yesterday whole day and about a half day today. actually the fever’s gone down but i still feel.. flu-ish. so anyways, emms just totally reminded me that i have not started on my aed so wat imma do tonight is to listen in to the online lecture and hopefully get some readings done on that very “song” textbook and maybe some on eBooks. but im currently downloading *hehheh* GAMES. yes. games. so anyways, i noe i need to get my stuff done. at least the shuo wen ba…….. sianz. and im still pretty (actually only a little. im just trying to make excuses which, as usual, does NOT work) sick. imma go to portal n listen to that darned online lecture!! oh and take my meds.

just realised i havent blogged for so long. mebbe its cos ive been pretty busy. plus HBO got nice movies last two nights! i finally watched V for Vendetta!!! lol.. i think its a really really nice show. it kinda reminds me of Brave New World, tho. anyhows, ive written about 340+ of them 540 bu4 shou3 that im supposed to write and my fingers are like cramping already! sianded. have not started on aed but should start by this week (like, duh. its due nxt week) so imma start on it tomorrow night i guess. tuition till night tomorrow, and fri all day!!!!! must find time! anyways, nothing much to blog about these days cos its all filled with school or tuition hahahaa. but exciting thing is, i bought a bag. its a crumpler bag and i spent super a lot on it. but its like the one and only so expensive thing ive ever bought and i can justify it. but any justification i do will only sound like im trying to make excuses. so ill just leave it be. anyways im happy. i can carry up to 20 (approx.) kg worth of stuff! and everything seems so light. the main thing is, carrying totes n slings make my spine prob worsen each day esp. as sch reopens n i got so much stuff to carry (esp on tues!!!) so a backpack really does the trick. i love the compartments too! ohoh!! and IT’S BRIGHT RED!!!!! okay, maybe not that bright, but its red. my fav colour.

my dog just passed away less than an hour ago.. she been pretty poorly these couple of days so i guess it was just time for her to leave.. shes pretty old now about 9 years (which is, approx 70 more or less, in dog years) so yeah. all i can say is, at least she didnt haf heart attack, or cancer or have to be put to sleep like my aunt’s dog.. it was a pretty peaceful passing and my whole family was home today. which is quite miraculous cos we’re a family of five but sometimes i dont see my parents or my bro or my sis for 3/more days in a row. so we were all home today. and i guess and i hope, that she could feel all our love..

and she could really pick her timing.. it’s 4 minutes to the first day of the seventh lunar month ..

we love you ah bao .. i think even qianqian misses u too .. qian hasnt quite been herself these days.. u think animals can know??