realised i sounded super harsh on d last post. maybe im PMS-ing. been really down. sigh. remind me not to post on the heat of the moment. anyways, time to throw myself into project n stuff. sigh. tired. got undone stuff. got to get them done. got to. my posts are quite boring right? haha. [...]

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doesnt she understand that the only reason i chose NIE over NUS was because of this family?why cant she understand that i put in my lot for the family too? i chose NIE ‘cos of the stupid, filthy, stinkin’ money cant she see that? does she seriously think i like chinese so much? does [...]

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anyhow, rmb the hossan leong thing? yeah this is the animated version. check it out. quite farnie lar….
http://ic3.deviantart.com/fs12/f/2006/317/3/f/SINGAPULA.swf

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exams are finally over.
sigh.
now i gotta plunge into the project wholesale. urgh. tired. seems like theres not going to be a break. project’s going to last until february (until then i expect to be weighed with more work and projects) and this month is PACKED. so tired…….. but no break. sigh.

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am dead shit for AAJ101. i haven finished studying for it. and i totally don understand. maybe its considered little for others but i think im dead cos im not that chinese and i cant stand c.lit and ive got 8 novels, 8 prose, 14 poems of which i think i onli understand like… 5 [...]

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sick and tired of studying. i’ll be glad to be rid of exams. should’ve opted out of the course lol. den i wouldnt hafta do all this stupid stuff!!! not even halfway thru my texts yet dont plan on finishing. dead tired of studying. i hate mugging.

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My favourite song

This is my favourite song:
Love, Me (Collin Raye)
I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923,Grandpa kept it in his coat,and he showed it once to me. He said,boy, you might not understand, but a long long time ago,grandma’s daddy didn’t like me none,but i loved your grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to [...]

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finally first paper down. lol. tomorrow’s phonology. 9 chapters of non-understandable gibberish. urgh. doesnt help that ive got no motivation to study!!! sigh. i still got to do it. i have to. or else……

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tomorrow’s my first paper. and i havent finished studying. which is bad. haha. ive read thru all the notes and everything but i’m just not sure whether the stuff is locked in or not. and tuesday’s morning paper…… sigh. i just realised that i have 2 new chapters that i havent studied. i thot id [...]

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dejected and depressed

everyday i doubt my choice. was i right in choosing this path? should i have given myself more time? am i really suitable for this job? do i really like this subject? would things have been any different? what if…?
am i where i belong?
if yes, i dont feel that way.
everyday i find something new to [...]

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